Broken or Broken-Hearted

Deep breaths!!!!!

As this month comes to a close…… I must say that it did not happen the way I planned it. I’m so GLAD it didn't. It was exactly what I needed. In the midst of giving and pouring out, God made sure to pour back into me. To settle me. To send everything that I needed for the month.

I thought that I had arrived to THAT particular point in the journey. That part of grief that is heartbreaking and lays you out in the floor. I thought I made it past THAT point. LIES!! Or maybe a bigger part of this journey has opened the door for God to do some breaking.

We can’t remain the old version of ourselves, if we want to evolve into who we need to be for the next phase of our journey.

There is a NEXT place in my journey, just as there is a next place in yours. I’m learning that we can’t remain the old version of ourselves if we want to evolve into who we need to be for the next phase of our journey.

I am experiencing a breaking in more ways than just from grief. Old ideas, mindsets, trust, provision, relationship, religion, even old faith or being broken off of me.

Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.

Hebrews 11:1

I am still being Gracefully Broken! Life tries to break us, BUT God tries to prepare and propel us into His purpose for us.

I know this blog is VERY preachy today, but rock with ME!

My grief journey includes grieving Jerold as well as grieving the old me! She is GONE!! I am not going to wrestle with her any longer. Ole girl…. She gone! I am allowing God to gracefully break ME.

Do we ever want to own that there are parts of us that aren’t whole or without fault.

Being Broken- I didn’t subscribe to this before Oct 2021. Who wants to be broken. Do we ever want to own that there are parts of us that aren’t whole or without fault. I didn’t like the Tasha Cobbs Leanord song either. But Nov 2021 changed that. I had an experience. I saw, I felt ,I heard and I decided to obey. The reason for my agony was clear but confidence in God’s sovereignty was more clear.

I realized that God was beginning a process. J’s transition to heaven was graceful for him. Me being at his side allowed it to be graceful for me. I have loved, and shared and expressed my hearts hurt and its been graceful. Celebrating this first wedding anniversary with no BAE has been gracefully breaking! BUT HEAR THIS….

My name is Kenitra Mozelle and…..

The life that you see me live… I’m Graced for This.

Who I am evolving into.. I’m Graced for This.

Everything to come .. I’m Graced for This.

Thank you all for rocking with me during the milestone month. It has been just a small part of our bigger journey!

Nov 14, 2021 Visiting family for a service in Tennessee, my sis danced/ministered to the exact song Gracefully Broken by Tasha Cobbs-Leonard. Big love to my family at Real Life Ministries in Chattanooga, TN.